urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nvndk nvndk nvndk 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nvndk:65060 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z Fear Factory - I Will Follow its funny how things go...I feel my life is going in a big circle...I mean its just the way that things just go...like it seems that everything that goes on now went on a different time...I know the feeling of how I am now, and its just odd that it just seems like I've gone full circle and well it sucks...because I keep questioning things that I've done and I wonder if I have made the right choices to get to this point...and I know I'm not supposed to ponder on the past and all and just this morning I said to some ones blog "don't regret the past" because things happen for a reason and we become stronger because of it...but what gets me is that why does it happen...or why do I think the way that I do...its just stupid to live in the past and say "well what if I wasn't a dick and did this" or "why couldn't I just have the balls to do this" and so on...and its just weird that this has all happened before, and I don't know why...I guess its just the way I am or something but ah well I need to deal with it...blah